IF U WERE HERE.....

After living for 19 years I now find out,
that the greatest tragedy is not,
Ill health, bad luck or clouds of doubt.
But losing the people we were closest to
Because of lack of time or distance profound .

Some say it is the way of life
2 me it is the nemesis of life

And now it hurts me to say,
that my soulmates of yesterday
Cease to exist today.

Those jokes n coffee table discussions of yesterday
Are now expounded with someone else

Oh how I wish I had u here
So that you could drive away my daily fears
and reassure that the world would be
a nice place for friends like you and me.

It also scares me endlessly
that people around me daily
will someday not be here at all
And I will be left pondering about
how differently things would turn out
Had they all been here with me

And then it will hurt me to say
that my soulmates of yesterday
Cease 2 exist 2day……..