I'd give anything...

for those pictures of you that flash in my mind
for a look into ur honey brown eyes
for those words that never cease to spread a sense of bliss
for a little time when all i do is hear you breathe.

Food for thought

..there's a better way for everything. find it.



i find this line scrawled across my journal as i'm studying right now,and I cant help but think how apt it is in my context.

Food for thought. and some more quants 2 keep me chewing the tip of my pretty-red-penpencil :P

facelift

my blog looks pretty and new (yes, this is my way of making up 4 the lack of attention i give to it. This is like my official rant place and it funny how easily i forget your worth)

P.S. Scroll down n wic-wac-woe if this arial font does not appeal to you,dear reader.

summer vacations..wake up late..wake up to home food(yaay!!)..

meet pri n sargam on days when the weather is nice..on days when its too sunny..on days when i wanna go to causeway just to spot cute guys ;P.. basically we just need to a reason,even a silly one would do ..

talk to sibling n spoil hims with burgers,pizzaaas n ice cream..yes, its junk n its a part of a well balanced diet ;P

gossip with mommie dearest n tell her hostel life stories..n then watch that amazing expression on her face while she quips "ul did THAT!!" ;)

make salad n ice tea for papa ;)

meet frodo n make the day even better..

make loadsa trips to the fridge..haah!! all this food makes me ;)
(n the reason why iv mentiond food so very many times is bcoz of the crap that im fed in the mess. sum1 rightly told me its called a MESS bcoz in true sense it is one.agree)

aah bombay.breathe in. breathe out.

is sumthing wrong or am i thinkin 2 much??
u kno bttr..
no i dont and so im asking..
hmm..

3 days ltr..
guess iv figured out my part..but it dosnt work until uv figured urs..or wait was it only up2 me 2 figure out my part??

S(i)UMMER

1. i jst came across a blog by ..umm an acquaintance of mine. n I was amazed to see an article on 'calculating the worthiness of an individual'(jst for dramatic effect: jaw drop down *blink*blink*). The blog entry then goes onto derive an expression for the same and state its proof etc. ooh..n also there are graphs supporting this theory just to highlight the intellectual capacity of this socrates in the present world.If there was humor in the article, then it was so dark and subtle that even P.G Wodehouse would be reduced to scum.
P.S.jst as they say dont judge a book by its cover, lets not judge humans with graphs and mathematical expressions..

2. Nagpur heat so totally sucks ;(
coolers,icecreams,ice tea, bathing thrice a day,or even drowning ursefl in a pool for that matter of fact wouldnt help.

3. Bombay in 16 days ;) end sems in 3 ;(

4. i read half thru anna karenina as anna karena..(p.s. mental note made.thnk u frodo)

6-4-2010
‘they work very hard, they are hardfull people.’
9-12-2010
‘is it told somebody to you.’
27-1-2010
‘you are very initial to estimating.’
Yes, I pay for my education and no, this is what I don’t intend to pay for. These are a few of the many brilliant statements that I come across every single day in the PPM class. The guy teaching me has supposedly had a plethora of working experience, sadly the experience just fails sink into our brains ;(
Over the past 3 years, the biggest thing that I have learnt is that an institute of technology can be run by the people with the most obsolete, melodramatic and bizarre ideas about how and what students should do; and it still ends up being the 3rd best institute in the country in its tier. Ranking systems and their stats (0_0)
I had a gazillion thoughts floating in my mind. they were troubling me. mumma put them to rest ;)
There was departmental farewell last evening. I didn’t feel like goin. No,it wasn’t the socially clumsy me. I just didn’t feel like goin..but I still did..i tried to luk my bst..nimmy prepped me up 4 it. He was lukin real nice ;)..n he had brought along puppy 2.. (ooh in grey’s mcsteamy has this theory that lukin sounds dirtier than looking ;P.. just in case ur wondering, that is not the reason why I used it here).
..for the rest of the nite..read anna kareina..watched dexters..and then went to nimmy’s Shimla coz I doubted if I slept in my Thar I would end up feeling dehydrated in the morning due the amount I would perspire. And then we never got sleep so we made popcorn at 2.30..this is what I luv about the hostel..I can do what I want to, while if I did the same at home I would have been given a huge lesson on how I should sleep on time and how the world would close in on me if I didn’t. I miss my room though, and I want a dog..
Im goin 4 a run..i need my feel-gud-hormones o swing into action now..
-gremlin
(this isn’t what either of us wanted, it’s all that u say and sum of what u don’t, I hope it passes by..)

pallavi n i felt like eating cheese and chicken pizza at 12.30 in d night.And so we called up all d pizza places in d locality,expecting them to deliver pizza at dat hour, and to add to it we were kinda disappointed when neither of them agreed..ooh btw in nagpur the only pizza joints dat we have are dominos,pizzatime and smokin joes. Pizza time is dis entrepreneurial venture by an alumni of our institute itself and hence they had a special affinity for VNIT'ians and gave us a discount on every purchase (yes, discounts are BIG part of hostel life). Its amazing how our seniors say that these more-than-just-broke-days,eternal outta bed luk and waking up just in time 4 class days are goin 2 b d 1's v luk back upon n cherish.now im not delving into 'good old college days stories'..no no..not at all..
Its g8ng really hot out here ;(..
Im not 2 fond of summers(i was goin to say 'hate summers' but thn i just realized dat i like swimming in summers n shorts n summer vacs n icecreams n then der's mango ;)..so then hate becums 2 strong a term 4 summers).
Pallavi left for iit-k 2day..n neel is busy doin design wrk...n nimmy has just cum in2 my room n is devouring on MY BELGIAN CHOC ;P..
n nw mesa go 2 eat d choc b4 it g8s ovr...

i just realised that i luv to argue and at times contradict my own self..then i go back on d chain of thoughts and chk ver i thot i went wrong ,make the necessary correction sand move on..but at the end of the day i like 2 argue..n wat i like even more is 2 have a discussion vit ppl hu 2 r intrstd in discussing the issue..dats d reason i love talkin 2 freak..he's got brilliant arguments to counteract mine..;) sometimes dat brilliance jst overpowers most of wat i say..but sumtimes i kno im rite ;)

n i want a dog..but mumma wont lemme hav 1. She says its 2 much 2 trouble..i thnk im goin 2 get 1 home newz..
bow wow

cOnFuSiOn : An act causing a disorderly combination of elements with identities lost and distinctions blended
dis pic is actually an artistic depiction of a dragon but 2 me it luks more like my current state of mind :S
is dat purple?? no its a nice shade of maroon..oh wait no its maroon with a tinge of green..and now its bottle gourd green..oh 4get it..
its basically lots of colors intermingling into one another..each color not disturbing d identity of d orignal color but jst fitting in along side. So are my thoughts..each distinct on its own n yet they blend in..
so in d clear background of my mind I have black and purple n green n pink n red and yellow n grey and ...umm..u get it dnt u?? ;P

im writng this while i listen 2 with a lil hlp frm my frnds..i soo totally love this song.."do u need nebody?? ..i need somebody 2 luv"
this is soo my lines..yes..i really need ppl arnd me hu i luv, all d time. Whether its in d form of frnds,chuddy buddies or parents..really isnt dat wat v all need..jst a lil luv..n dat prolly makes our world go round ;D
I had a nice day 2day..i did all d thngs dat made me feel gud..yes..its imp 2 do thngs dat v like..all d time..
tra la la..

ooh i spoke 2 adi 4 an entire hour 2day making plans 4 pri's budday!!
i luurrvv buddays ;)

its been raining all day n in d evening while i was goin 4 classes d fog was so thick dat it was difficult for me 2 c past 3 metres..I like it ven it rains
n nw me gotta go..got wanjari @ 9 tom ;(
n i need 2 buk my tickets 4 bbay ..n coax papa in2 g8ng me an ipod..

i was introduced 2 counter strike 2day..n i seriously cant believe dat dis game is wat drives guys crazee..spoke 2 pri earlier 2day..i tld her im cmng 2 bbay next 2 next week jst b4 her bday..she seemed happy abt d way things ver goin btwn di n her ;) it makes me hppy 2 see them 2gthr..i rmbr thnking 2 meslf much much b4 these 2 actually met dat id really want 2 see thm 2gthr..n 2 thnk dat is jst wat is hppning here..i played cupid ;)

hmm..n dis is d time ven i switch on d radio n listen 2 'dil mein mere hain darde disco' ;p